Up The Hill Backwards

I'm okay, you're so-so.
The vacuum created by the arrival of freedom
And the possibilities it seems to offer.
--David Bowie

I keep Rio in a world of limited exploration unless we are thoroughly armed with antibacterial wipes. And I'm always thoroughly armed.
When bacteria=illness=seizure, it's all I can do.
All those possibilities that come with her freedom, come with my fears.
So we're kind of going up the hill backwards...
But at least we'll have a different view of everything.